Mr.FcuK Snapshots & Lessons of My Life

Yeah, finally tomorrow is my last day of work. So happy and I have gotten my allowance. RM 300.00. Not much, but that is what normally university students get from internship, unless you are doing some other part time job, as internship is to get hands on training. That amount is actually not bad for a small firm and I am quite satisfied for my first job done, although it is just one month.

Merdeka is also coming and I am afraid that tomorrow trains would be packed with people. I hope it won’t be like a can of sardines, as I was planning to rush to Putrajaya to catch the fireworks, if possible. Furthermore, Malaysian Nationals is also just round the corner, on September 1st and 2nd at Cititel Mid Valley. Having not much practice and preparation, I am just going to try my blind luck for my first Nationals. Hopefully I will not screw up this golden opportunity. One good thing is that I have nothing to lose, as my ranking is so low in Malaysia, so it won’t affect me a lot, but I do also hope that it will not turn out bad.

Alright, am excited about tomorrow. Can’t wait…..

Advertlets. I think I have found something which gives me hope of covering back my cost for the domain and also my webhosting. Hopefully I can at least get back half. Dexter introduced to me as he knows Cornelius uses it, so at least there is an opportunity to get a little bit of cash.

I saw this ad in a Wisma Central toilet (Gents). Yeah it was serious. I thought it was just some ordinary Google Ad Sense like thing which might not be reliable but since Cornelius uses it, then of course I won’t mind trying it out. I wonder who pasted the small piece of advert in the toilet. I have to see the thing now whenever I am doing my “business” in the toilet. Keeping my fingers cross that tomorrow I will have at least RM 0.50 in my account. A 50 cents a day, keeps my blog alive…..

I was going through all my previous post just now and I realised that there was a blog entry titled “06.06.06″. I read it and I remembered now that I should have made an entry titled “07.07.07″ this year, but I forgot. It slipped my mind, like other things which are easily forgotten by me. I do not really know how my mind works though. I guess I should stop ranting a lot about how my mind works.

Anyway, I am slowly creating categories to group my posts so it is easier to find relevant topics. 2 categories have been added - Movie & Random Post, apart from the untitled category. I found out that I have few rants on fast food previously and I guess I have to amend the titles and stuff. Certainly not until Friday is over, and hopefully I have time for the weekend. My Streamyx is still killing me. The speed is obviously 512kb instead of 1MB. What service is this? Reported once, they say it will be done, and I reported just now again, and I hope they can really fix it after a technician claimed he had finish fixing it.

Nothing much to do lately, except surfing the net. I still do not have my Astro until next month, where I can at least watch good stuff on TV, which is the football. Ha! Yeah, I have to catch Arsenal matches and certainly good Champions League matches once it is started. Tired, but 7 days more to go and work is finish….

I think I am trying too hard to think of what to write which can attract readers. Apart from that, I was hoping that my blog can one day be like Kenny Sia’s or Mr.Brown’s which it can help the writer to generate a little side income for themselves. Unfortunately, I do not think that I would happen for me, which means if this blog goes on for 10 years, then I would have to spend a total of RM 1390.00. Is it possible to get back RM 1390.00 from my blog in 10 years? What can I really do? I do not have any idea. Even if I place a Paypal donation button on my blog, there wouldn’t be any income coming in as long as no one finds my blog interesting.

I should just rant out my feelings and thoughts, but then sometimes people would say that it is sensitive issue. I guess if I were to touch on political things, than I would have to be cautious on my writing.

I am quite bored today actually. Nothing much to do. Went to shop for an office chair and a cabinet near here. Wanted to go Ikea but the journey just kills me. No Astro means no Arsenal matches for me, until next month where I will be subscribing for Astro, mainly for the sports package. Fortunately, there is YouTube which I can catch the goals of Arsenal. Man Utd lost to Man City just now. Haha, the new Man City looks to be potentially successful. It is really a team to watch this season. Currently, Arsenal is leading with a Van Persie’s goal going into half time…

The title tells it all. I am so bad in writing lately that I do not know what title should be put for this post. I guess I just do not really have the mood to do things lately. Perhaps my first working experience slowly deteriorates my excitement of working. KL is really a great place to work at, with lots of energy going on everyday, like what Donald Trump always say about New York. Transactions happen everywhere, no matter what business are you doing.

The problem with working in KL is that you need to get use to the traveling experience. Although having trains would bring convenience of not having to drive, but there is no freedom of leaving the house at anytime, as the calculated time of the journey makes one to leave the house at a certain time everyday. When it comes to evening, one will be tired in the train and therefore wishes to sit, but that would depends on luck. Moreover, once one reaches home after work, one will feel really tired and has not much energy to do other things. Maybe that’s just me, as this is my first time. But I would say that it is quite a good training.

Anyway, Nationals is just around 2 weeks away and I still do not have a deck, but I have made up my mind on what deck I should play. I am still a little afraid to join Nationals, although it is free, as there are many players there and I guess I am a little scare to fail. But now I am trying to push my mind to think that I have nothing to lose, compared to all the pro players. I just have to try my luck, keep my mind positive and hopefully throughout the 2 day Nationals.

A great news for all Malaysian Magic The Gathering players, as there will be a Pro Tour in Kuala Lumpur. It will be the first Pro Tour ever going to be held in Malaysia. I just hope to be able to go and see the Pro Tour, if I am not qualified. The first prize would be big cash payout, really big for a Malaysian. For more info, article can be read here…..

Again, time was not enough for me, or perhaps some would say, if my time was being well managed, then probably I wouldn’t complain so much. Probably it might be true.

Anyway, the camera on my K750i has malfunction for around 3-4 weeks, after I changed my LCD screen. That practically gave me quite big blow. This is really malfunction, unlike the times where it could work and sometimes it couldn’t (Chi Ming would know what I mean). Without a photo snapping tool, I cannot post new item on eBay and also on LowYat Forum’s Garage Sale. Have to live with it for quite some time, until I have the time to fix it at LowYat.

Apart from that, I do not know what is holding up KFC on my furniture. Received my curtains, electronics and decorative, but my furniture is still not here. My clothes are still in my forced to fit luggage. No wardrobe for my clothes and no table for me to use, which caused me to borrow Sean’s table.

My 1MB Streamyx packaged seemed to be not working at 1MB. Download speed could never reached 60kb per second. 1MB? I wonder……

A week has past and I have not updated my blog. Suddenly I have inspiration to write like the times which I have missed so much in writing (in my first blog). Just love it when you have that feeling of expressing yourself by just typing when you have no one to talk to in person, or you do not know how to speak out in verbal words. Take note that this post is meant for my emotions to wander around, so don’t mind me.

When there is winning, there is losing. Life is always up and it is always down. When people know of something good, they will come to you. Things given out for free to people who are not supposed to received for doing their job are asking for money for photos given. What’s up with that man? Not enough? I guess not, people are always not having enough. Perhaps something should be given for effort, but things have been given, and now more is wanted, but I would say that little more will only be given. To readers - confused? Well you should be.

Confused over myself. I am not sure what am I or who am I. I do not understand the concept of living, I just do not know why. It is weird, really weird on how I cannot realise what wrong have I done and not changing it. How can one be doing the same thing over and over again. Perhaps some neuron diseases which could not register the so called brain data well. But why should I blame my brain, when probably I am the one who makes the brain to think like that? I do not know. Seriously, research should be conducted on me. Research me, some scientist in the world.

Sitting down, starting into the ceiling, looking back at my past and what I have done does not really seemed to help, as when I wake up tomorrow morning, I might have already forgotten what mistakes which I have done in the past. Maybe a different person than the night before. Signs of depression are showing again. Definitely I am not fully recover then. It is possible to be fully recovered, but it will be hard and tough. Real hard and tough.

Gosh, I just miss the feeling of writing like this for so long. Longing for it to come back and it finally came back tonight. I miss my first blog so much, it was the best time of my writing history in my life. I guess a GN ends here, which spells Good Night…..

Today was a somewhat crazy day. Morning was great but when it comes to the evening, it was absolutely crazy. KL central was super pack just now around 6 plus. I had to wait for the second round of KTM to finally board the train back to my place. I did not expect so many people to appear there. I thought many of them have went back around 5 plus. People were shouting, rushing and pushing. Total madness. I pity those who were getting out of the train. I think they felt like going through a though human wall.

I guess now I have to reschedule my time when I am about to go back. However, the problem is that I do not know where to head to if I were to go back around 7. It is quite expensive to eat over there. It is either I leave at around 4 plus to 5 or 7 plus. Where should I go? What should I do? I have no idea. But at least I know that tomorrow I would probably be going back late, as I am going to PC Fair I guess. But I hope I can get back on time. Alright, sleeping time again….